Wednesday, February 21, 2007
haa...im bored..haa...yupps..praise God and Thank God.,.im getting over wat happened alrdy..woohoo..!! is better to be single..or else like so xin ku..haa.. i love JESUS even more..thru wat happened...it made me wan to love God and know that His unfailing love is always ther to hold me tight when i want to fall...yup.haaa
though u may fall in one relationship..i know i must hav the ability to bounce back..my life jus cant be dependent on this relationship..it may seem sooo hard to let go the one i love..but this is REALITY..people hurting each other..nt faithful la..flirt la..in and out of relationship...nahz..i will not be doing anyone of that man..wat i really wan nw is to LOVE GOD WHOLEHEARTEDLY LOVE PEOPLE FERVENTLY..is realli time for me to rise up..wat is fang doing at a stagnate? level!?!?!..stagnate=backsliding!!come on..dun be like me who wasted one whole yr on jus building my relationship wit the opp..God will provide..yea..so come'on and RISE UP..BE THE ONE THAT GOD HAS CALLED U TO BE!!TAKE UP THE CALLLING!!
u might think that i sounded holy..yes! cox i wan to focus on CHRIST RIGHT NW
hee hee...wahaha..work later!!
u are loved by fang
FANGS blogged at; 12:51 PM
Tuesday, February 20, 2007
okays..time to update...but firstly..shall say this post is nt a EMO post..
yupp..on valentines's day..went out..aft work..went darr..yups..is was okays..aft tt went bugis street..darr bought his chinese new year clothes..on that day itself..i didnt feel right..so aft shopping..talked to him..yea found out some stuff..decided tat we'll be gd friends..so we'll both hav happiness..so ya lor
210106-150207..yups my relationship ended..those who read it.is okay if u tell ppl whom i know...is okay..nothing to be shame abt..but dun ask me y and stuff k...im trying to let it go..far far away..people told me nt to be sad and loads of support..yups thanks for their concern..i realli appreciate MAR!!XIU!!JO!!and MEIYI..yups..they were there to encourage me..haa..
even though me and darrion will be in the same cg..but it will NOT hinder me frm rising up.. yes !i admit is hard to let go..cox he is the one i love deeply.. but ultimately i love JESUS MORE THAN ANYONE..the times we spent..the joy and tears shed..yup..is a memory that i'll choose to keep.
jus writing this to him..but i knows he will nt read it...
hmm jus wanna thank u for everything..i thank God for placing u in my life..to be ther for me watever things happen..though u like someone else..is okays..but gotta pray that tt person is frm God to u..or else u'll break the gals heart..cox gals are nt a thing to use..yupps...=) but we are still friends..gd gd frens..haha..but i realli wanna encourage u to realli build up ur spiritual life..dun need gal so urgently...God will provide..haa..
things seems to be fine.deep inside im still trying to move on asap . im trying hard to let u go..jus duno y i miss the time wit u so much..alrights.
.okay God onli u can fill up my soul!!
chinese new year..movies & money..haha tt's all..
FANGS blogged at; 12:15 AM
Sunday, February 11, 2007
I got
BACk my Os result..and i wanna i wanna i wanna i wanna..hahahahha...
THANK GOD!!!!!!
ALL PRAISE BELONGS TO HIM!!!!!!!! and i wanna thank my
SWEETHEART who supported me..teaching me,encouraging,trying to cheer me up when im all stressed up..i love u !!!!....MY
CG- W312 who kept me in their prayers every week witout fail..!!!!
MY FRIENDS....who supported me...!!! my results shall be
DISCLOSED!! haa...still thinking wher to go..if go nursing...hav to see dead body..im afraid that i wheel the dead body le then the thing suddendly wake up...hahahha...
i will so miss these ppl!!
1.REINA LEE2. GWEN C3.jasmine lew4. wahidahall these ppl has brought tremendous joy and laughter in my life..i'll miss u guys man..we gotta take some time to chill out k...
alrights...i jus wanna encourage those who didnt do well as they expected..well...everything happen for a reason..and u are place in wherever u are for a purpose...so yup..jia you in watever things dun giv up easliy okies?? there is always
rainbow aft rain.. =)
FANGS blogged at; 12:04 AM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
okays..ya..work has been great..thank God for the wisdom and strength..conducting cip programme at Ngee Ann sec..was nt a easy thing..the students..especially..talk talk talk talk talk...play play play..i was leading in two games..where alvin asked me to..i ''scream'' at the top of my voice..but overall the student were helpful..fun-loving..
2R5 u people rawk! ..it was a great experience..
yup..i wanna change myself..God u come and mould me once again..take away all the impurities..form me into a clay that u can use...dun let me be drawn back by the things around me..let me hav the balance..not to keep siding my bf..but holy spirit i need u..conviction is the one that i'll walk in...amen!
FANGS blogged at; 10:27 AM